Wednesday, June 02, 2010
Ah my life is so, so boring.
You know. The past year or so, I've always thought I have a lot of friends. Well proofs on MSN, facebook, etc right? But when it comes down to the main
issue, I can't really find those I really wanna do stuff with, study, go out, etc. First off I've had an honour to be in a class where its kinda clique-ish and nothing really gets done on a more consistent basis. Well I'm not blaming anyone for that, though. Secondly, my hockey team ain't really bonded with anything else 'cept hockey. Don't get me wrong we are bonded, just for hockey and hockey alone. And my old classmates in secondary school, we have our own lives and stuff, can't really be bothered with each other, especially in the second year we are apart now. Talk 'bout primary school? Leave it. So yah, so I only have this couple/few friends I can truly rely on to go do things with. And, sometimes when they aren't available, I can't seem to find anyone else. Not just studying, doing random stuff. So in a way, I don't really like my life to be so boring, and the root cause of all this was due to my mundane lifestyle back in the start of secondary school, which I can't seem to leave but want to so bad.
And yes though many people may think I'm superficial and immature. There are some things I really value a lot. One is friendship, yup that one is well-documented here. But another one is really about face to face conversation/interaction. With GP mentioning about technology resulting in people preferring to use MSN and stuff to interact, I really seem to be going in the other direction. Maybe I'm sick of MSN and facebook and superficial conversations, but I really love to talk in person more than on MSN, or even SMS. Heh.
Hmm. Why hockey no team photo one? Official team photo?
my thoughts at 12:18 am