Happy Birthday to our July babies, Ken and my malay brudder Haiqel! Unfortunately though, today's celebration was quite hasty and didn't felt too important that a few weren't there. But still! Best wishes! Ahh today was status quo... Nothing much. Oh one thing, never leave your camera to the girls! I just realised how many photos they took! Haha!
Oh, today's training was the first time I was scared of the ball. Die! How can like that? I need to be more brave even after getting hit hard! :( And after hearing Ram that Lim's post/pre-season training is super super tough, I know I'm in for quite a 'fight' soon, Ernie too! But still! Lim's quite a good coach even during this short time I am in hockey. Looking forward to a tiring but hopefully fruitful season ahead! It's already so tiring! Haha...
Haiy... I finally get it! Hmm... Maybe what I want now, it's really not that necessary. Maybe that it's better with the way it is right now. I believe it is so. I mean it's just better that way. I make it look like I have, but I haven't. Yet. Just yah, like one said before, just let things flow, don't force it. ;)
Oh football mourns the loss of legendary manager Sir Bobby Robson (1933-2009). RIP. A true legend, indeed. And it's nice to see Stevie Finnan back in the EPL with Portsmouth, ironically to replace new Liverpool right-back Glen Johnson! Haha... Funny eh?
That's all I can think of. I usually think of more stuff to blog bout on the train, then now, I forget everything.
Bye~!
my thoughts at 10:16 pm
Thursday, July 30, 2009
Xabi Alonso is as good as gone. Javier Mascherano still wants to go. Alvaro Arbeloa has already gone, and Andrea Dossena's move is more or less confirmed, pending wage demands. Sigh... Liverpool is continually dismantling it's core. With only Glen Johnson signed, only Arbeloa's move looks okay, as there's Philipp Degen as DECENT* backup. Alonso and Mascherano? There's no second choice for them. There's only Lucas Leiva and Damien Plessis, two potentially good players, but not good enough for the title surge next season. Dossena can just go, there's Fabio Aurelio and Emiliano Insua =) It seems Rafa has no choice but to start fielding some youngsters in the EPL soon, with the likes of Krisztian Nemeth, Dani Pacheco, Jay Spearing and Martin Kelly potentially tasting some action, should Rafa not get in some more signings. Haiy... Hopefully Alberto Aquilani or Lee Cattlemole comes in. Even then, that's not enough! I can't wait another year. =(
Anyway, PE is getting more and more fun! So far this year, we've played captain's ball, touch rugby, tchoukball, handball, soccer... It's like ten times more fun than Cath High's PE. The class is also very competitive when playing these games, no one's like not willing or slacking! It's just so cool. Previously there were some that just didn't want to do PE, but now almost everyone's having fun and participating so enthusiastically! Yeah man! I felt kinda bad for sleeping during GP today. It started quite funnily, but towards the end, it just got a little boring and I just fell asleep. Haha... MSA's in around more than one week's time. Another 5% to face up to.
Oh and I do realise that, I may have gained more than I have potentially lost. But who knows? I'll see yea...
Tomorrow's Friday yet again! Time does seem to fly by when you're having fun! I want time to sloooooooow down.
Bye~!
my thoughts at 8:12 pm
Wednesday, July 29, 2009
Today saw another Econs test. This time I'm not too confident bout it. The TEAM SAJC and Saints On Stage Celebration Tea happened at 3pm... It was so super short, seeing some videos and hearing a speech from the DP1, and of course some prize presentation to the coaches of SAJC. Hmm, there was supposed to be some buffet after that, but we J1 hockeyers didn't eat and went to train immediately. I was so damn hungry, but had to bear it until 7+. My feet still feels damn sore, I think it's my adidas that's the problem, it can't be used for training. Argh. =(
Tomorrow's another long day, with two one-and-a-half-hour lessons. Sucks. Well at least there's PE, right? And my class' apparently going to do rollerblading as our 'elective program' for PE. LOL? ... I know... PE also have elective. Haha.
I'm sleepy now. Gotta catch up whatever little sleep I can get left.
Bye~!
my thoughts at 10:35 pm
Saturday, July 25, 2009
Ah so. I've just gotten back from Div3. Yeah, it's a weekly activity now, cuts off almost like 1/3 of my weekends. =( So yah, we thought we were going to face some SJI C Div team under the guise Barkerites. However, what we actually faced were the same from the last three, bunch of old men mixed with a few younger ones. We finally scored our first goal after four games in this tournament, with Muthu firing into the top corner, real nice goal even from my angle almost 90 yards away. We all had our hands raised in the air in delight, our first ever competitive goal! Yeah man, confidence was high, but soon after, they struck back from a PC, I should have saved it, it was on my stronger right side. =(
Second half we played even better than the first, although there were some shaky moments with the defence being isolated after our midfield was dispossessed high up field. We were then awarded our own PC, and Shav dragflicked into the top left hand corner, super nice goal, super nice from my faraway angle also. We were all damn happy, but even faster than previously, they struck back after some desperate defending of ours came to no avail, as they fired a fast shot past the same side as the first, but I still felt I should have stopped it. =( I had some good moments rushing out, but I felt I could have done better.
2-2 it ended. First point in the bag, hopefully not the last. And we did it without Aloysius! Imagine if he had been there... Who knows?
Hmm, tomorrow's the Singapore-Liverpool match. Mixed feelings, can't wait yet not wanting to be too excited over our reserve players and Andriy Voronin.
I still have EoM first draft to complete, for submission on Monday. ARGH!
Bye~!
my thoughts at 10:18 pm
Jordin Sparks - Battlefield
Why does love always feel like a battlefield?
my thoughts at 11:09 am
Friday, July 24, 2009
Today is a day of mixed news.
First off, I have just known that CHMA 2009 is cancelled, due to H1N1. With this news, this is what I think, H1N1 has claimed its first real long-term casualty. I'm pretty sure CHMA 2008 was the last of iMedia's glory days, it's all back downhill to the old days, a la the AVA Club. =(
R.I.P. Catholic High Music Awards. It was 5 great years, 4 for most of us...
In much better news, Steven Gerrard is found NOT GUILTY for affray! But sadly, there's no such thing as a Concorde anymore, so that means there's no way Gerrard can come to Singapore in such short notice. But it's still good nonetheless, skipper Steven Gerrard is a free man!
Today also had the PW OP Workshop. It was quite fun, but kinda long, and luckily it was free, as I really wouldn't wanna pay $50 for that workshop. It was still quite good and insightful about presenting. The videoing of individual presentations was nerve-wrecking at first, but quite funny to see yourself making those mistakes you keep telling yourself not to make. Haha. I'm SINCERE! :D
Tomorrow's the fourth match of our Div3 campaign against Barkerites, apparently an affiliate of SJI, which means their team is a bunch of C Div' players. But I'm taking nothing for granted, even though this is our first realistic chance of getting our FIRST three points.
Oh one great news, Peter Crouch back to Liverpool? I don't mind!
Life's great.
Bye~!
my thoughts at 10:33 pm
Thursday, July 23, 2009
Whew... So Liverpool drew again! This time.. to Thailand! 1-1. They should have routed them after getting the lead on the sixth minute via Ryan Babel. It's really good that Rafa has given the likes of Krisztian Nemeth, Dani Pacheco, Martin Kelly, Stephen Darby, Damien Plessis, Mikel San Jose and Nabil El Zhar a chance to impress. The only downside is the latter and Martin Skrtel getting injured in the match against Thailand. And Skrtel's injury looks very serious.. you know.. hamstrings and everything. =(
The squad is reaching/arriving in Singapore today. And they'll train for another couple of days before the match on Sunday! Haha... Can't wait! No Stevie G though :(. He's innocent! Haha...
Oh yeah... Today was the best day thus far of my JC life, I think! We had Econs in the morning, then PE. We played some mass floorball game against S03, and we won 6/7-0? That was real fun. Then Mr Kan told us that GP today was cancelled, and better news was that Mrs Muru isn't teaching us GP anymore, after two lessons only, and some new teacher, Ms Yeoh, is taking over us. Hope she's good! Haha... So Sherwin, David, Sam, Mark, Haiqel, Hilmi and some J2s played 5v5 football at the other D. It was real fun though we lost 4-3. I scored one! Haha, great move, it was. After that, I went to eat and was treated to some guitar and singing from Celeste! Nice! =) Then eat finish... Haiqel and I went to join some of the others as they were playing Touch Rugby. Damn tiring, but it was damn fun as usual! So fun today. Did some studying before and after Chinese 'A' Level Listening Compre. Great day it was today!
I shall name today PE Day! Lol... We should have more of these sorta days.
Quite sian tomorrow there's PW OP Workshop in the afternoon from 330-6. Means I'll miss a large chunk of training... But I can't wait to eat with the guys after training! KFC!!! Haha... =)
Oh and I wanna watch Harry Potter soon! Anyone still hasn't watch it yet?
Sometimes goodbye's a second chance...
Yeah... Bye~!
my thoughts at 6:44 pm
Wednesday, July 22, 2009
I feel much better now. More reassured.
Thanks.
my thoughts at 10:50 pm
Yesterday's Service Learning was super fun, man. The best part was really teaching and talking to the kids during their study time. Some of 'em were damn funny, and they really love screaming in my face. Haha... There were really nice, well I got the P1s, so yah. One even asked me "You got Facebook?". I was like WTF! So young already exposed to technology. Haiy.. the young these days. We also managed to squeeze some of our own game time during the afternoon, playing volleyball and stuff. And after all the games with the kids were over, we had a little water bomb fight which was damn fun as well! It was damn worthwhile, and I wouldn't mind doing it again, to be honest.
Today's training was as hiong as ever again. My legs are killing me. And I even had to run with my kickers and bottom pads on one round! Aiyooo... But it's good though, training my legs and body up, need to up my fitness very much to keep up with the real game itself!
Oh and yesterday when I was walking toward my lobby, it was quite disturbing to hear the guard, around 50s-60s, hearing The Climb on the radio. Yikes! Haha...
I'm at a crossroads again. I guess I have nothing to lose anyway. I want to settle things. I rather you hate me than me not knowing.
Bye.
my thoughts at 10:07 pm
Sunday, July 19, 2009
I've no motivation to do any work... Is it the lack of progress for PW? I mean, I only did Physics today, and I still wanted to do my History tutorial, but then... I went to watch a movie on TV, so now I'm stuck here not wanting to do anything! Argh... Somehow I've lost the motivation, maybe I need to know how little time I have left till promos.
Maybe its the lack of progress I'm making in hockey? Maybe it's the lack of weekly EPL football? Or maybe it's the lack of the one. I have to find back my motivation. I don't want it to be the fear of the tutors, I don't want it to be the fear of the results. I want it to be the fear of wanting to prove myself, and to no one else. I want to finish this in the 'allocated' 2 years, even though I'm enjoying it and wished JC lasted forever. I want a gold to complement my bronze. Hmm, one thing I'm unsure of though, whether or not I want to share all this with someone.
Haha. Everything's in front of me. I want it all, I just can't seem to get my hand to reach out to grab it.
Tuesday's Service Learning. Don't know what to expect. Don't wanna know.
Another week has dawned upon us. Time does seem to fly when you're having fun.
[ I still have history tutorial to do :( ] Bye~!
my thoughts at 9:41 pm
Saturday, July 18, 2009
So my very busy Saturday is finally over. Was 'all dressed up' for my cousin's wedding branch/lunch at 11am. The food was damn good I tell you, and it was a rather nice place to have such a reception.
oh the foood! oh yeah, the fondue... while waiting for the food...
during a small break from all the food...champagne. not bad =)
Yeah, overall a nice experience. Kept sipping the champagne until I felt a bit hot up again. Haha...
After that when I went home, I rushed off to Delta to play in another of our Div3 match, this time against Indian Association (IA). I had higher hopes for this game, especially the starting 5-10 minutes, we looked promising. But we leaked 4 goals and most of them was my fault in my opinion. Our record now? Should read something like this, "Pl3 W0 D0 L3 GD-13 P0". Sigh, next game against Barkerites, we must win.
Shall do my work tomorrow, I'm so tired and shaq now. I'm lovin' every single bit of this year. I have learned so much in many aspects. =)
Shall end off with a nice short film, animated one this time, from Pixar. Like from seiyee's blog.... The rabbit is damn cute. Haha...
Bye~!
my thoughts at 10:21 pm
Friday, July 17, 2009
The shackles are finally off. I've finally been able to set myself free. No more hating of myself. No more stupid thoughts! I want to get back to normality. It's like a camera lens. When the camera is about to take a picture of a particular scenery, it may not be focus or lose focus while trying to get the best shot of that scenery. I've somehow lost focus trying to get the best of what I have, so now I wanna refocus my camera lens and get back on track, focusing on what's necessary and right. I have some rebuilding to do in terms of some relations. I have some reinforcing to do as well. I know I feel that the class has a slight negative impression of me, but I'm working to change that perception, to maybe, something more positive? I don't have/need to be the most popular, and I know that's impossible anyway, but I really wanna get back to my nice self. Hopefully no more emo posts! =)
Results has been mixed as usual. Just passing both Econs and GP was quite a disappointment, but an improvement for econs nonetheless. GP was more disappointing... I thought I should have done better than usual. There's a nice progress for PW! And finally, as well! Haha... Work's piling up, and my whole Saturday is burnt already. =( Must push on!
Ana Free - Second Chance (Shinedown Cover)
Her voice is damn good, and man she's very good looking. Haha, not to mention her guitar? Yeah...
Bye~!
my thoughts at 11:46 pm
Thursday, July 16, 2009
Argh today was such a sleepyyy day. Did my first Physics SPA, it was quite weird having to start really from scratch. Like you have to go take everything yourself, not even the tripod were on the table, and the F-clamp had to be clamped onto the tripod by yourself! Haha, too pampered during 'O's, I think. Before that, we got back our GP papers, and I just barely passed both sections, totaling 50. So it's a D. Sigh, I thought I could get more, but oh well...
PE was fun, though! Haha... Tchoukball is fun, although we didn't really play to the rules. Haha Bev and I are header pros now. =) So yah, looking forward to more PEs. Oh yah and I got the black book we were all supposed to buy for hockey. I wanna see what's up before I start scribbling my stuffs on it. Haha my "revolutionary PC defence" ideas that I think Mr Soh ain't gonna be to happy about.
The Veronicas - When It All Falls Apart
I know this is a little bit old song, but it seems like it's gonna happen soon for me. ... Unless I can help it ;)
The nights seems like it's getting shorter, getting lesser sleep... And the weekend is almost reduced to one day only, as one is occupied with Div3 hockey. I need more time to catch up with my work, man. Need to work slightly harder.
I'm kinda scared for Math.
I wish I could like be some people I know, and some of them I really admire for who they are. Like they don't care about stuff, ain't so sensitive, ain't so paranoid about minor events, so unlike my current self. I wanna be carefree, selfless too, and also caring in more ways than one. But, I wanna be carefree, about small stuffs.. that's the most important.
Bye~!
my thoughts at 9:23 pm
Wednesday, July 15, 2009
Finally Chinese oral is over. The teacher that invigilated me was really very nice. She made me feel very comfortable and at ease, but the thing that made me feel bad about was the fact that during the conversation, she talked almost as much as I did, which is never a good sign. And plus the fact I skipped hell lot of words, I'm as good as screwed for Chinese oral.
The only consolation? I'm glad it's over.
Tomorrow's going to be weird. It's going to be a long day packed with lessons, but I think I only need to bring paper-thick notes, no book-thick notes needed to be brought. So yah. There's PE too. Hmm... I just can't wait for 6.50am tomorrow. Can say all I need to say to a really trusty ear. Haha.
Bye~!
my thoughts at 10:02 pm
I don't know what's happening I don't know how to fix it I'm gonna try to fix it though
At least I know I tried.
my thoughts at 8:30 pm
Tuesday, July 14, 2009
Wow. I'm home so early today. It's like 2.41pm now, and I usually get back around after 5pm, and even that's an luxury, the most most usual time is around 7+ 8+. Tomorrow's my 'A' Levels Chinese Oral. Then there's still a small training for me tomorrow. I have to practice for the oral tonight, I'm so screwed already. My chinese isn't top class. Uhm... I have to go find a few proper EoM articles first, especially with first draft by this Friday. Draft as in written evaluation from my own mind. Lol. Yah so, hectic now man.
I'm so glad I've stopped thinking about it. I just wanna focus on what's ahead. My B grade for Physics will definitely give me some form of motivation that anything's possible. Need to do well for the Promos, and of course, PW too. My physics grade just showed me basically that with hard work, anything's achievable. I worked quite hard for physics during the last two weeks of June, so it pretty much paid off. Much is expected, still.
It's alright, it's okay.. I'm so much better without you...
If you're thinkin of being my baby.. It don't matter if you're black or white...
Haha.
Bye~!
my thoughts at 2:41 pm
Monday, July 13, 2009
I just screwed myself up. Put myself in such a stupid position.
Oh and latest news is that Michael Owen follows in the footsteps of the likes of ERIC CANTONA, DAVID BECKHAM and CRISTIANO RONALDO to don the number 7 shirt of Manchester United. Can you see the irony in my caps for the latter three footballers?
Bye~!
my thoughts at 9:31 pm
Sunday, July 12, 2009
News that excited me, albeit for a short while, over the weekend... Franck Ribery is coming to Liverpool! Hmm... I actually doubted it after the momentary excitement. Well basically it was just the odds that bookmakers in England had on Ribery's move to England were slashed by quite a bit, similar to the slash of odds for Michael Owen's move to Manchester United. So yeah, Rafa Benitez immediately ruled that move for Ribery out the next day, so I'm pretty sad now. Liverpool really do need a new creative player, whether a winger or a forward, to relieve the burden somewhat on Fernando Torres and Steven Gerrard. We've already sold Jermaine Pennant (free to Real Zaragoza), Sebastian Leto (£3 million to Panathanaikos), Jack Hobbs (undiscl. to Leicester City), Paul Anderson (£250,000 to Nottm Forest) and Sami Hyypia (free to Bayer Leverkusen).. so there's more money available to Rafa. Go buy David Silva! That's the last missing piece in our jigsaw I feel. The title will be ours then! Haha...
One thing that's making me nervous though, this is what Rafa had to say, concerning him not wanting to sign Michael Owen, "We are confident in (Dirk) Kuyt, (Ryan) Babel, (David) Ngog and (Andriy) Voronin for next season. We have players with quality." Erm... Dirk Kuyt? Yah maybe, he's hardworking and can get a few goals in Torres' absence. David Ngog? He's young, tall, a little quick, sure he'll get at least a dozen goals in all-competitions at least. Ryan Babel? Ok he did not do well, but he's more of an impact player, and surely goals will come somewhere. But Andriy Voronin? The guy that can only score in the German Bundesliga? I have some hope for him, but with this statement implying he's almost going to stay as back-up to Torres', I'm worried. Voronin should only be a bench-warmer at most.
Anyway congrats to the likes of Fernando Torres, Albert Riera, Lucas Leiva and most recently Xabi Alonso, whom all got married this summer. Torres' especially, who just became a father! Yeah...
I don't know why. I haven't found an EoM article, let alone done the first draft yet. I haven't really finish history tutorial, or contemplating doing the Math Holiday Assignment I did with pencil and like rough working during June... But yet, I'm still looking forward to school tomorrow! Haha I don't know what's wrong with me. Maybe.. just maybe... I'm feeling better already. I'm just gonna dread tomorrow's training, there's 2.4km run to be timed, and pure fitness training too. Argh, I'm so no-stamina and weak. Die.
Bye~!
my thoughts at 8:04 pm
Saturday, July 11, 2009
SOoooooo... Todayyy... We lost 7-0. Yes. SEVEN ZERO. Yes. Not six, not eight. Seven. It was just shit man, and most of 'em were saying I was the best player. BS man... I mean at the start, I was commanding the defence relatively well, maybe too well.. cos I was so tired easily under the hot sun. Then the first two goals went in, and I made one good save, with my left hand pad falling off. Damn funny I tell you.
The second half was shit in my opinion. The sun was like getting hotter, I was tired out more easily. And the fact I fell on my ass while I was trying to dive for a ball that eventually resulted in a close-range tapped in just rounded things off. I was damn tired, 'begging' for water from the bench at one point, getting it during another point altogether. So yah, just less than a dozen goals later, the match ended.
Police was tough. IA isn't gonna be any easier next week.
Bye~! Off to do PW now. :(
my thoughts at 7:50 pm
Haha! So US President Obama is 'cleared' of any 'wrongdoing', but not so sure about French President Sarkozy, he sure is staring at the woman's ass for quite awhile. =D
Woah sian... Even when I sneeze, I can feel the DOMS in my stomach (fats) area. Haha! So pain you know... The mus-cles (according to Greg Augustine) in my legs are still sore and strained... How to play well later? Haha... Good excuse, eh?
I wanna get back my Common Tests results soon, so I can gauge how much more I need to mug! Haha... :D
my thoughts at 10:33 am
Friday, July 10, 2009
Woah! Today's training was kinda enjoyable, the first in a long while! Well I know I was pulled out to do goalie practice while the outfielders did the endurance run, but yah.. The lunging practice was kinda tough, tiring, but I think it's gonna be very useful, especially for tomorrow to start with. The two lunges one was much tougher too, kept having the tendency to take small little steps, plus that made the first lunging practice feel much easier! My feet are so hurting now, and my body aches from Wednesday is still not feeling better. And now without the seniors, I feel more relaxed and less pressurized; can focus better and joke with the teachers at the same time! Haha... I think I'm also getting closer to the other teammates I previously did not like to talk to; even from the girls team too! Yeah that's definitely a plus. So yeah. Tomorrow's against Police, Div'3 at Delta. I hope I keep the scores down. Haha!
Oh and I just heard some news from bung that Hak Boon isn't happy about CHMA right now, and that it might get cancelled. Aww man :( I mean, CHMA was like iMedia's heart and soul for the past 5 plus years, and to just cancel it this year is gonna be such a blow. Anyway the fact that the juniors currently aren't doing well enough may be a concern too. But yah, here's my stand, since the beginning, if there's no CHMA this year, CHMA'08 was the last one.
Accepting will be difficult for me, but respect I will.
Bye~!
my thoughts at 10:20 pm
Thursday, July 09, 2009
Wow.
Kelly Clarkson - A Moment Like This
She really looks very nice in this video. And along with this song I really love, it just adds up to a very nice video! So yeah, enjoy.
Bye~!
my thoughts at 8:39 pm
Wednesday, July 08, 2009
Training today was kinda 'tough'. We, for the first time, had some fitness tests. I did quite well for the acceleration and speed part, but I kinda sucked at the 800m anaerobic run, came in last! Haha... Then whilst the rest of the team went to play small two-sided games, the female keeper, Ernie, and I practiced our goalkeeping legwork. We took turns to throw the hockey balls at the wall, and it would rebound towards the other one of us and we had to kick it away. We took turns, before we did our "lunges" saves training? Haha... So yah.
I'm kinda sad for the non-DSA guys. I mean, they have lesser experience and skills and stuff, but I really want some of them to be inside. They are good, and of course improving, but due to the amount of DSAs coming in next year, they might not get into the first-20. I know I can't feel what they're feeling as my place is more or less confirmed, but yah.. I do sympathize. I can only give advice on how they can improve their game, but they must really push themselves and really improve very quickly. They need to adapt to match-mode more than what training can offer. Training can only learn so much, but matches are where you learn the mental skills, and those can sometimes even be better than skills itself. Trust me. Even I'm being told that my mouth sometimes is more important than my saving skills.
I just realised that, everytime when I kinda let go of someone, I would usually spread myself out more and know some of the other people around me better. I feel that's good in a way, knowing more people, more in-depth too. But yeah, it's never good to keep giving up. Maybe I should just stop having those thoughts anymore.
Well... Tomorrow's going to be a long day. It's until 530. Argh... But yeah, done 'finish' econs homework. So will go to bed now. Damn tired.
Bye~!
my thoughts at 10:11 pm
Tuesday, July 07, 2009
That's What You Get.
my thoughts at 5:38 pm
Monday, July 06, 2009
Tomorrow see's the start of term 3, lessons-wise. Well, it's been quite a ride so far in JC. Many new experiences and things have dawned onto me, but I'm not quite done yet I guess. I still want to experience much more. I really want to cherish this 2 years, 'cos after that, it's NS and followed by the reality of the real world crashing upon most of us. I hope I can be a little bit more blur (in a positive way of course), compromising, a better (close) friend to all, not be so judging, be more loving, a little bit more hardworking and focused, more fun too, and most of all, just be more of myself. So yeah, cyar all soon!
This short film is really good. Hmm... Some of the lines that the apparent "tempter" in the video was quite interesting. A real nice twist of the storyline, and at the end with the 'tempter' telling the dead man that the next person that's coming is the one that he pressed the black button to kill, really also meant that a person previously that indeed pressed that black button actually killed the current person, while using the car accident as an excuse? Wow... Really makes you wonder, doesn't it...
I just finished half of the 6 sets of Chinese oral crap. Done finish the 6 readings, don't know if I'm going to do the conversation! Argh...
If I was invincible.. I'd make you mine tonight.. If hearts were unbreakable.. Then I could just tell you where I stand.. I would be the smartest man.. If I was invisible.. .. wait..I already am... How true...
Bye~!
my thoughts at 12:57 pm
Sunday, July 05, 2009
My first ever competitive/tournament match just finished... Well it was most of the other new J1s first competitive matches too. Previously it was just a few unofficial friendlies and stuff. So yeah we are in the Singapore's Division 3. Can't really say its the third/fourth tier of Singapore hockey, this isn't like English Football League's system, where there are the promotion and relegation system. The three/four divisions are split up and kinda independent? Even if you win any of the divisions I think you'll stay there, as some teams just get out after one season if they want, based on "demand and supply". Sorry for the Econs... Well, that's how I see it and the only way I can explain it. Haha.
First match was against Sikh SC, some Indian-dominated/filled team. Most were in their 40s? 50s? They weren't very fast, but boy they were skillful. The only thing is that they kept complaining at the referees. We conceded quite a lot of short corners, in which all were defended kinda well. I think I commanded my defence pretty well, like shouting at 'em. No offence if you got shout at by me! Haha so yeah we played better in the second half, but eventually lost 2-0. It could have been more, and I was glad I still managed to make like 3 blocks after letting in two rather soft goals. Need to work hard soon...
I'll spread my wings and I'll learn how to fly.. I'll do what it takes til' I touch the sky.. And I'll make a wish.. Take a chance, Make a change And breakaway...
Oh yeah, and my 'air-kick' was really kinda embarrassing. It so made my football skills look very lousy/low. Luckily for me, Kaiye kinda saved it? He either kicked it away or used his stick, and a combination of the referee blowing for a penalty corner against us... The other team was already celebrating as the ball was going in, and complained 'cos the ref blew and didn't allow play to play on. Kinda pissed at a few points, the most was when I just told the female ref, "shouldn't they be carded already?", like 'cos they kept complaining at the referee, which technically is DISSENT.
So yeah, not a very good game, against a not very good team of Div3. We have to play better or we're gonna get screwed big time in the next game.
Tomorrow's a holiday-in-lieu of Youth Day, which is today. So...
Happy Youth Day to ALL YOUTHS!!!
Haha, I think I'll celebrate tomorrow by doing my Chinese oral recordings, a week or two late... Haha, and think about PW. Oh I'm so screwed... Don't think I'll have plans tomorrow, unless someone asks me soon! Yeah...
I haven't given up. The miles are getting longer, it seems, The closer I get to you.. I've not always been the best man or friend for you.. But your love remains true.. And I don't know why.. You always seem to give me another try...
Bye~!
my thoughts at 7:13 pm
Friday, July 03, 2009
HOW'S THE NEW BLOG PIC?? Haha, tell me your thoughts on the tagboard! Haha...
So yah, finally, JC1 Common Tests are over. Finally. Now we've got around three days long weekend break, but I don't wanna get all high and crash back down to earth when I have to wake up at 6am on Tuesday morning...
Today's H1 history was, couldn't say tough, but not say very easy (duh...). I just wrote and wrote and wrote everything that came off my mind. And now I'm hoping for the best! =) Just glad it was over when the clock struck four today.
And then went to meet the three bungs, yup the VJ bung not there.. he had to study for his delayed CTs... SUPPOSED TO WATCH TRANSFORMERS, but didn't... So went around town going nuts and talking cock. After that went home like damn tired.
I don't believe it man. It's a hat-trick of coincidences! Hmm... First one I totally didn't expect, second one I expected it jokingly, gambling on my A for my h1 hist along the way, third I was like oh please it can't be a third time. But yeah, again! Today! And even at a different location! Well it was almost every JC's end of CTs/Block Tests/Midyears, so yah... Haha! Well I'm over it already! No more turning back =)
Aww man... I'm so confused with your actions. One moment you're nice, one moment you just don't care... Could you be more clear?
Bye~!
my thoughts at 11:42 pm
If you don't care...
I couldn't care less too. It's all so clear in your actions... When someone asked me whether I cared... Maybe I was just too much of a hassle you thought I wasn't at the beginning. I knew immediately... I cared. (care-d*) I actually replied 'I do care', when I realised I don't now.. anymore. What's the point of caring about/for someone when that person doesn't show the same care and concern back? It's still there, trust me. But soon enough, and you may probably like this, it may be gone soon.. just like it did for past ones previously...
my thoughts at 12:40 am
16 more hours to temporary freedom and respite...
Then it's off to studying for promos. What a sad life.
my thoughts at 12:34 am
Wednesday, July 01, 2009
Or maybe I can think this way.
There are no boundaries...
my thoughts at 10:36 pm
Bored. Stressed out. Fatigued.
And last but not least...
Confused.
I'm prepared to lose things I can only want, but I'll never want to lose any friendships I already have. So yeah, if it ain't meant to be, so be it.