GP is our last class at the end of most days. I'm not saying it's boring, it's just tedious and tiring to constantly listen for 1.5 hours, or write for an extended period of time. And besides, by afternoon, the weather is either super hot or super cooling. So yah, so damn tired by the other lessons already... GP isn't good at the end.
Haha, this year's jersey will look kinda interesting. Not the norm. Feels like not wearing anything like that, which some people like to feel. Finally got the first, more to come, please!
I'm trying to enjoy JC2 as much as possible, but sometimes it just seems super dull, especially some days. I'll still try though. And I've found a new motivation for... Even if it's just kinda stupid actually. Haha!
Bye random post.
my thoughts at 11:53 pm
Wednesday, January 27, 2010
Laying on the floor after realising the improbably had happened, looking up at the some of the faces, the look of anguish, shock, and frustration, was all to clear to see. This is just the story of our pre-season so far, and it's just less than five weeks left.
Oh no.
my thoughts at 9:44 pm
Monday, January 25, 2010
Sorry for conceding 30 goals in Div'3. Sorry for the two goals RI scored the other day. Sorry for letting in 6 against SRC U-21s. Sorry for the numerous goals conceded against JWSS. Sorry for the many, many, many slip-ups during my time as 'keeper so far.
Well, look at it the other way. I've never been late for training. I've never pon training for no reason, only when I'm sick, having rashes, or with my wrist injured due to training. I've played in every minute possible for Div'3, never been late for ANY of the matches. I don't use excess cab fare money to bring my bag to school and to CCAB on Wednesdays or Fridays, I just rush home as fast as I can and bring the bag to CCAB straight, so as to make the cost low.
Fine if I'm the least committed, least hardworking goalkeeper. Go find another Chinese Orchestra guy to fill my place. I'll be happy on the bench.
But this is what I'm not contented with. Don't judge anyone and scream at them so harshly when you've never been in those pads before.
Is it totally my fault we lost all those games and drawn all those games we were supposed to win?
(: If you know where I come from, you'll know why I take that stand.
my thoughts at 11:11 am
Friday, January 22, 2010
This week has been crazy. If it's not training, it's studying for MSAs. This week, I think, can be by far the toughest week of JC life so far. It's like Promos week last year doesn't even beat this. Hmm some random notes/events/things/realizations for this week.
- Highlight has to be Liverpool's 2-0 win over Spurs midweek! Worth waking up an hour early, even when I had school!
- Lowlight has to be today's hockey friendly lost to RI 2-1. Sickening the way the goals went past me.
- Wonderful that MSAs are over. But to think its only 5% in-the-end-won't-count MSAs. Imagine BT1, during competition. That'd be absolutely sick.
- I don't like being an emotional dustb trashcan for those who just suddenly become happy amongst others.
- I had a two-day it on 'ugh hmm'. My shortest ever it.
- This week, I haven't had time for friends. Unfortunately. This has to change.
- 6 weeks left. Screwed?
I'm looking forward to Sunday's GH (if it happens) and Tuesday's E-Learning Day? One more day to sleep in! (:
Keith Urban - Only You Can Love Me This Way (Live)
I love this song! The 'guitaring' is also kinda nice and unique too. Skip the first one minute! Haha...
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Cause the day I thought I'd never get through, I got over you.
Bye~!
my thoughts at 11:02 pm
Saturday, January 16, 2010
Some quotes for that sums up this week for me.
What's yours is hers, what's her is hers.
I'm sure that person knows who this is for.
When your luck's out, it's really out.
Well done to Kyrgiakos, great defensive display, good to score. Reina, magnificent display as usual all season. Kuyt? I feel the pain too.
And lastly, something I've realised.
The day I truly lose my composure, its usually the day when mere interest turns to something more, like.
Bye. What a week. Especially for Liverpool, and Liverpool fans.
my thoughts at 10:46 pm
Friday, January 15, 2010
We were soundly given a good beating today.
5-0? 6-0? Can't remember! Haha but yah the result doesn't matter, the performance wasn't any good either. Maybe the fact that the outfielders had to do so many sprints before the game didn't help them, and that our opponents today was like so, so good. Hmm, but still... We were brought back right down to earth, man. Reality check 7 weeks before 'A' Div starts! And how suay can we be, 5 teams in our group this year! Sian.
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This first week of school is probably the first time I had stayed focused for almost all my lessons! Well the fact that there were effectively 4 days of lessons could have been a factor, but yah, maybe everyone's now more focused cos its the 'A's year. Its a good thing, but we still need to have our fun soon. And after MSA, PW meeting again! Haha! (:
Studying for this weekends. I don't believe I'm mugging so hard for MSA, not even BT or CT. MSA.
Bye~!
my thoughts at 10:03 pm
Thursday, January 14, 2010
The simplest and most innocent of propositions, yet the down feeling and the anger was there.
Well, at least, just for a moment.
If this was last year, I'd be thinking bout it the whole day, or just emo-ing like crazy. Maybe I have changed my priorities this year, maybe it's not there anymore. Either way, I still felt sad, no matter how little.
Well if the angel me was talking to me now, it'd probably be There's much more to life than this.
Hmm... It's better now, I guess. But I'll only feel completely at ease when all this is really gone.
Maybe, my mind's just tired.
my thoughts at 2:59 pm
Sunday, January 10, 2010
Wow. Togo's team bus got attacked on their way to their Angola base for their African Cup of Nations campaign. So four have died from the attack, one a player, their goalkeeper, so they've decided to pull out of the tournament. Sure, Angola doesn't seem safe now, but it sure makes the world know that the rebels won, and if the whole tournament is called off, I think this wouldn't be the best thing to do. What's the next best thing? Step up security, the tournament goes ahead, nothing big happens again, except for some wonderful goals and excellent games, great final, deserved winner, everyone goes home.. successful Nations Cup. Going home just doesn't help the fact that football is now facing terrorism. It just gives the rebels more incentive to attack other teams, and maybe June's World Cup will face the same threat, all because in January at the African Nations Cup, players cowered and teams quivered, and everyone surrendered. I know lives are at stake, but surely there's a better way than to just withdraw. And yes, I don't like it when I see players die, at least this is NOT the way.
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Back to school on Monday. I want this to last forever!
my thoughts at 12:24 am
Saturday, January 09, 2010
Hmm.
That's that, for me.. for now.
Can I really live with this ideal for the rest of this year?
Or even for the first six months of this year? Only time will tell I guess.
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let it slide, let your troubles fall behind you
let it shine
until you feel it all around you
& i don't mind
if it's me you need to turn to
we'll get by,
it's the heart that really matters in the end
If only things could be this way.
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Efficient. Professional. Political. That's 2010 for me.
my thoughts at 12:49 pm
Wednesday, January 06, 2010
I hate training alone. Being the only 'keeper there, training. But what to do? Honestly, I feel frustrated at this. My stamina is always letting me down, and I tire so easily. I seriously don't know what to do to push my 2.4km timing faster. Maybe you'll say, run everyday! Run more. Well, I try to do that, I run like every 3-4 days. C'mon, time constraints has to be factored in, doesn't it? I have so much problems, but hey, look on the bright side, right?
School's starting next week. Wish JC was a three-year thing, like it was previously. Pre-U and stuff. Two years is just not enough in JC. The fun, just makes this pass by so quickly, and you'll only feel the pain while studying, where time oh so slows down. The most dreaded thing is that after JC is NS. Zzz, to think of it, recently, I've been quite looking forward to going to U. But, honestly, time will fly and soon we'll all be working. Which kinda sucks.
I still remember the times where adults, teachers all tell us that our childhood is the only time we're carefree, worry-free, and can do anything we want. And during those times in primary school and secondary school, we're all sick of exams, lessons, homework, scoldings, restraints put on us, that we want to be adults and be free of everything, just having our own lives. But looking back at it now, we're so foolish. I've finally realised that hey, studying is actually much better than working, than having to think of how you'll pay your bills, how this, how that. On top of this studying, we still can have fun, without any worries.
Childhood, indeed, are the best moments in our lives. Most kids won't realise it now, or kids never will until they reach the age where in a few years' time they'll be adults. It's such a vicious cycle. I wish I treasured those times better. Well, that's what most adults will say, huh?