Wednesday, May 12, 2010
It's quite sickening to always feel sleepy in school. There seems to be no way to stop this constant restlessness or tiredness. Sleep early? No use. Sleep late? Even worse. Is there something I can like eat so I'd stay awake? But yet not make me put on weight at the same time. LOL. It's kinda irritating 'cos I really want to study yet I can't pull myself out of a half-slumber to concentrate. Lessons are even worse. I really don't like falling asleep in class. But sometimes it just can't seem to be helped.
Another thing. It's probably best I get back to earth. That (perceived) euphoria that I had should be shoved away. I shouldn't think too much of it. Anyway I also know my odds. I do know that a year has made me change quite a bit, and yes, I know what I should not do and what I should not put myself through. Especially that it's only 6 months left to 'A's. Full steam ahead.. academics wise. (:
C'mon just forget 'bout it.
my thoughts at 10:20 pm