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I'm happy, 'cos I managed to do some substantial studying today, albeit alone at home.

I'm happy that I, for the first time and surprisingly so, played a full-field football game in SAJC last Friday. On an artificial turf against the J1s, I scored two.

I'm happy, 'cos I managed to go for a swim just now, especially that today was damn hot.

I'm happy, for many other reasons.

The only problem I have, probably isn't really a problem. It's more of an issue, of the heart.. or of the mind? I don't have an answer to this. But one thing I know is that I love my style of blogging, and no matter what nothing is going to change this.
I want to be more natural, more myself. I say that all the time, but as most people say all the time, it's easier said than done. True to that saying, I can't do it, no matter how hard I try. I keep trying to be myself, successfully so for those who are closer to me, but in attempting to do so in front of others, I end up becoming someone I'm not, and never will be.

Why am I blogging? Maybe I want to look intellectual and all language-y, even when I may not be that intelligent or wise.
Maybe it's just that this is the only way I can speak from my heart, or mind, for no other route or way of conversing works for me. I find it hard to apologize in person, I find it hard to be true to myself in person. I can do all this online, on MSN, Facebook, twitter, all this forms of social media. But when it comes to the crunch of the matter, life in reality itself, I fail.. bad. Most can testify to this failing of mine. Most probably don't though, 'cos they don't want me to feel bad. Some, do. And for their honesty, I am very appreciative, even if I appear hurt, momentarily.

Really adidas. You really think so?

Yeah right.



I need a little more luck than a little bit
Cos every time I get stuck the words won't fit
And every time that I try I get tongue tied
I'll need a little good luck to get me by

Amen to that. (Disclaimer: This is, by no means, meant for anyone. Don't flatter yourself if you think I'm thinking of you. :D )


Ok end of this rant-cum-h2h.

Bye.

And yes, I'm happy.

Lenny
Joseph
Hua Peng
Sei Yee
Kelvin Kartoyo
Melvin
Seng Yew
Samuel C
Celeste
Mark

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09S23!