Friday, April 23, 2010
This week has been one of kinda lack of sleep. I just don't know when I had a proper sleep this week, and when I mean that I mean like 7 hours of pure snoozing. No dreaming, whatever. (By the way, dreaming sucks when you just wake up knowing that it was JUST a dream, damn.) Well anyway, many thoughts have raced through my head recently. Not that I totally enjoy it, but at least I know my brain is working, albeit sometimes in the wrong way. Oops.
But first. I PASSED my NAPFA test. And when I say passed, I mean silver. And when I say NAPFA test, it's not the one day do 5 stations one day do 2.4km run thing, it's everything TOGETHER. Okay true I got a little chance for the standing broad jump, but overall I just managed to scrap through my weaker stations and now I've finally got my first silver in. my. life. I've always just failed or got a measly bronze. So I decided to indulge myself in a foot-long SUB, something 'healthy', right?
So I'm glad I've gotten that out of the way. I've gotten most of what I want this year already, just that there's just one thing I want but I just cannot have. :(
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Darren needs to put in more effort in his studies" I'm kinda amused yet pissed at this remark in my recent progress report via snail mail. I mean, yes I did badly for every subject, not getting more than 50 for any of 'em, but I did get the pass. I've almost never gotten such a remark before, and I'm sure it was some choice that is generated for teachers to select if they're super lazy and something.
Fridays used to be training + dinner with team-mates day. Nowadays, it's just studying and dinnering at home. Doesn't really suit me that well, but at least I get to relax and just don't study on Friday nights. Well I guess I have to wait for everyone's CCA to end before I can get my friends back! I'm such a loner, mugger now! :(
Have you ever had something you wanted so badly but you just knew, deep down, you just won't and can't have?Bye~!
my thoughts at 8:21 pm