Thursday, April 15, 2010
HONESTLY. I DON'T GET HOW TO DO AQ (application question). I mean, there is just NO link between examples that you are suppose to put forth with the arguments you select from the passage. I JUST DON'T GET IT. CAN SOMEONE PLEASE TEACH ME? I want to ask my tutor, but I can't seem to find the right time. And whatever I'd ask would sound like I'm not listening in class, even when I do and try to understand but can just never get it. And it sucks worse when the f-ing question is seriously really very complicated in nature and f-ed up.
I'm probably just frustrated with all this studies and shit. Looking at the shitty BT1 grades I got, maybe I'm starting to get worried. Plus the fact I'm worrying myself with other trivial shit ain't helping. I should stop, but some part of me doesn't want to stop these trivial nonsensical trashy junk in my head. I need to concentrate on my studies now. No more excuses, already. I want to be a 'A' Levels straight As Championship-winning goalkeeper. I know that is quite unreachable and really very difficult to get AAA | A. And I know myself that my academic abilities are limited. But I do wanna try. I'll work myself to the ground if that's want it takes.
I just hope I have some
company for this ride, sooner or later.
I think I am interested, just that I don't know if its mutual. I might never know.
Bye.
my thoughts at 10:12 pm