Saturday, March 20, 2010
It's seems like an eternity since I've got onto the comp. The thought of having BTs next week plus A'Div matches and the everlasting training seems to be taking its toll. I have to use all the time I have now to study, if not I'm at training. Zz... Life sucks now. The fear of flunking BTs is also kinda sinking in. I don't want to flunk BTs. The only consolation for me is that at least I know I'm
trying not to flunk BTs. Keyword is trying.
Having BTs right smack in between A'Div is just crap man. There's just no time for studying. I know everyone's saying BTs for flunking, but still... I wanna do well and I also wanna win A'Div. This March holidays isn't a holiday, AT ALL. Other holidays I may say the same thing, but this March break is the most purest form of not being a break at all. I'm not making sense but yah, I'm tired and stressed out. I need a break, but it won't come until after season.
Anyway besides academics and all the bore that comes with it... Is it really good
enough to be second choice? Can you take playing second fiddle?
Admiring from afar isn't good when you know that person has eyes on someone else already.Why, oh why, do I get myself in this awesome mess of shit when I know it all won't come down to anything? I'm stupid.
Bye.
And congrats to Fulham for thrashing Juventus even when they were 4-1 down on aggregate.
You're starting to lose your appeal.
The very thing that made you great in my eyes are still there, though.
But it seems the feelings aren't that strong anymore.
Don't worry, I've forgotten. Period.
my thoughts at 12:10 am