Monday, March 15, 2010
I shall (try) to stop rambling so much about how life sucks and how things never seem to go my way. It's no use. Instead, I'll (try to) be optimistic! There's no point grumbling about your pain and wrongs you encounter and experience everyday. Why not, just enjoy the bright sparks and good feelings and just play and have fun, even whilst studying?
There are many things that make me happy, and a similar (though hopefully lesser) amount of things which makes me really unhappy. But shouldn't we all just forget about the downs of life and just ride on the highs when we can and when we obviously need to? From enjoying the great start to my hockey season, to enjoying the moments JC have given me, to enjoying the company of my really great friends, isn't this is what life is about? Why the need to think about the apparent betrayals, backstabbings and paranoia surrounding everything and concerning those around you?
Why don't, we just play out life (especially now) like how we pick the team to play? Like, just pick the best and leave the bullshit out. Like that, we have the best possibility of winning, and in terms of life itself, we have the best chance of enjoying what life is all about.
For me, I
want to try to be like this, this optimistic self. But however I try to strive to be so optimistic, it never seems to work. Well, for one, I'm always willing to try, again.
Stay less nervous. Be more composed. This are some mantras I try to go by. It certainly is difficult to do so. But I must always remember that I shouldn't cloud this last year in what have been one of my most fun academic periods, JC that is, with wrong judgments and errors which could make me feel bad or make me offend someone else.
Maybe I should keep this in my head.
Just enjoy the moments, for it won't last forever.Bye!
my thoughts at 12:02 am