Thursday, March 25, 2010
Chance.
Most times, we are given many chances, especially at redemption. Well, I only have one chance tomorrow, but that isn't really what I have been feeling really important to me. I've always wanted that
one chance, to try, even if it didn't work out... Fine. What I do know is that this chance might never come at all. What a pity.
Passion. Is there a limit? For me, in a sports sense, I love to win. I play to win, and I'd do anything to win, even when it's friendly competition. Even with friends, I go out, give a 120% to what my stamina allows me to give. But sometimes.. sorry... Most of the time, in the past, it goes out of hand, I have little control over myself and act rashly. It has affected some of my friendships before, fortunately little lasting effects. I think I have and should draw the line more prominently between competitiveness and just being reckless. It can hurt people, in more ways than one. It's just an innate nature of mine, I find it hard to change. I do try, but sometimes it just gets out of hand without my knowledge.
my thoughts at 10:40 pm