Friday, February 19, 2010
Okay. I can't get my thoughts together to post something concised and in order. So here goes.
I really don't give a shit anymore. Even if I don't look or speak like it, I really don't give a damn. For one, I hate refluctance and unhappiness. So if I, me, can't provide one with any joy or whatnot, and that person is unhappy or reluctant to hang with me... So be it. I mean really, why tie yourself down with the burden of feeling that you're not good enough or you're not funny enough.
I say... HAVE A NICE DAY.
Sometimes knowing less really is better. When you keep scouring for information, for thoughts you want to read and know about, sometimes you just feel awful inside - not 'cos you're stalking or what - it's cos you find stuff you don't want to, or things you don't wanna know.. at least not now. So yah. I should stop Facebooking, or reading blogs.
Period.
1.5 weeks left. Oh mans. Am I nervous? Not yet. But when it really comes, it'll all come rushing in - Yes, the nervousness. Hmm, there's a camp this Friday. Not fun camp.
I love Friday nights. Like around this time. It's the only time I have an excuse not to study. Then can use comp freely, have a good nights sleep. But come Saturday, its work and Sunday's just priming myself back to school mode. Hmm :D
K randomness over.
Bye~!
my thoughts at 11:00 pm