Wednesday, January 06, 2010
I hate training alone. Being the only 'keeper there, training. But what to do? Honestly, I feel frustrated at this. My stamina is always letting me down, and I tire so easily. I seriously don't know what to do to push my 2.4km timing faster. Maybe you'll say, run everyday! Run more. Well, I try to do that, I run like every 3-4 days. C'mon, time constraints has to be factored in, doesn't it? I have so much problems, but hey, look on the bright side, right?
School's starting next week. Wish JC was a three-year thing, like it was previously. Pre-U and stuff. Two years is just not enough in JC. The fun, just makes this pass by so quickly, and you'll only feel the pain while studying, where time oh so slows down. The most dreaded thing is that after JC is NS. Zzz, to think of it, recently, I've been quite looking forward to going to U. But, honestly, time will fly and soon we'll all be working. Which kinda sucks.
I still remember the times where adults, teachers all tell us that our childhood is the only time we're carefree, worry-free, and can do anything we want. And during those times in primary school and secondary school, we're all sick of exams, lessons, homework, scoldings, restraints put on us, that we want to be adults and be free of everything, just having our own lives. But looking back at it now, we're so foolish. I've finally realised that hey, studying is actually much better than working, than having to think of how you'll pay your bills, how this, how that. On top of this studying, we still can have fun, without any worries.
Childhood, indeed, are the best moments in our lives. Most kids won't realise it now, or kids never will until they reach the age where in a few years' time they'll be adults. It's such a vicious cycle. I wish I treasured those times better. Well, that's what most adults will say, huh?
Bye.
my thoughts at 10:13 pm