Monday, November 02, 2009
Today was Chinese 'A' Levels. The focus wasn't that, something else rather.
It was weird, it happened, I think, 3 times, and all 3 times, I held my composure.
But not to the way I wanted it to be. I looked away, even after I knew of the presence. Have I really not want to try anymore? I'm not sure. The thing is, better stop now than to feel that awful feeling of even getting a sniff of a chance.
I'll prefer to bide my time, and to enjoy the pleasures of life. No point having to force myself into this. Yeap, I know most will say I'm coward and everything, but yah, I'm just not like the others.
Bye.
my thoughts at 10:04 pm