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It had been the first time I've studied so, so hard.. just to get promoted. Never in my schooling life have I've been so worried about just getting promoted. It was usually a norm, and the real test was the final school leaving examinations. It's a new experience, but one I've definitely benefited from.

This feels so surreal. I'm not so much worried about myself, not that I'm overconfident either. I just want to take things as it is and take things in my stride. Rather than lamenting on failed opportunities, I would probably just take awhile, before picking myself up for yet another fight. Even if I do get to J2, I don't want to get it just by having 40 points or something. That's a real poor foundation. There's no point going up, struggling, and getting less than average grades for the 'A's. That's the point most have been trying to put up. It's better to have 3 years and get good 'A' Level grades than to force yourself to 2 years and get shitty results. I've came to realise that now, even though it's too late.

I'm more worried about the rest. I wonder how each and everyone of us will react once we've found out our results. Will we tear? Will we breakdown? It's just worse for myself too. Even if I make it, I'll not know what to say to those that didn't. No amount of words can comfort the wounded. And sometimes, it's not entirely their fault. I'll be clueless on how to react. How? What to say? Nothing I say can help. I'll just probably stand there, till anyone needs me.

But even then, maybe I'm the few unlucky ones. Who knows? You can't blame me for worrying now, can you? I can only safely be relieved if I get through, and for me, with some clear ground ahead of me, like 50+ points. I'm just being realistic. There's really really no point going up with anything lesser. I can, and struggle to do well, but I'm just afraid the struggle might just be too much to take.

There was something I wanted to prove myself at the start of this JC life.

Now, after all the rumours and casual talks.. tomorrow will show if I've been able enough.

Good luck everyone. (:

Bye.

Lenny
Joseph
Hua Peng
Sei Yee
Kelvin Kartoyo
Melvin
Seng Yew
Samuel C
Celeste
Mark

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