Tuesday, October 13, 2009
Hmm. I need some alone time now. Too much of something.. anything... isn't good. I want to venture on my own for the time being. I don't want to be overcrowded and overwhelmed. Sometimes it's damn irritating. So I really just want to be alone at times. Well sometimes it's just needed.
Anyway, I really am praying for everyone for the upcoming promos results. It's true that retaining isn't the end of the world, sometimes you do better for your 'A' Levels if you retain, giving you a better chance of going to a good university in Singapore. Some may not see it that way, but I don't know... For me, I don't want to spend an extra year, if I had a choice, I'd move.. only if I could, though. I just hope everyone can promote, even though it's a very unlikely case. It'll be sad to see some retain or even leave us. I may look indifferent, but deep down inside sincerely, I really want everyone to get the desired results. Even though I'm a free thinker, I'll still pray...
It ain't over till the fat lady sings. (:
Maybe I'm just not ready... Even if I keep saying I want to give up, it could be just I ain't ready for this sorta stuff. It could be I'm incompetent too. Thanks to all who gave me invaluable advice. Really appreciate it. But I'm probably not ready, yet. Well things can change... But I'll not let myself be susceptible to emotions so easily anymore.Bye.
my thoughts at 9:42 pm