Thursday, September 24, 2009
Ok so now for some stupid reason, I'm teaching Mark Koh over MSN how to do some stuffs on FIFA09, and FIFA10 is coming out in less than weeks' time. Well never mind then.
So... Today.
We're halfway there... Oohh oh... Anyway. Econs today was kinda tough. The CSQ was okay, but I memorised a chunk of shit that was not needed. The essays were a little tougher, I had to be so bloody flexible at crafting my shitty answers. Well never mind then.
GP and Chinese was yesterday. GP was tough, well 'cos particularly the fact is I haven't touched GP until the night before, 15 mins before I slept. And I wasn't really taking Chinese too seriously. Slept here and there during the paper to conserve energy. =)
Well... There's a reason why I do not pursue certain things (for example certain people/person), anymore. I just don't want to fall down again. Picking myself up from a tiny pit I tripped into was already hard enough, bruised all over and shaken. So I can't really imagine picking myself up again if the fall is deeper and more painful. There's the other side that says that 'if you don't try, you will never know'. This is true for most things, like for exams, or games. If you don't try, you will never know if you can do well or not. True, but not true. Maybe failing each time can help you, more experience, better understanding, but at what cost? Is it worth it.. failing so many times? So yeah, maybe when I have more time to think through, without all these exam crap... I may change my mind and take more risks. Who knows?
Bye~!
my thoughts at 11:30 pm