Friday, September 04, 2009
Man. I need a break. We all do, but we all also know it's never gonna happen. It's just 19 days left to the Final Years. It seems like just yesterday when Orientation ended. But that was like almost 7 months ago... Hard to believe, myself. Anyway there's just a little more than 2 weeks left and I'm still here blogging. But what can I do, I'm so damn tired and Friday night is now usually the only time I can rest, other than Sat/Sun nights where there is EPL and it's mandatory for me to catch it. I feel I've been pushing myself, it won't decrease anytime soon, probably increase. This September holidays will be more of a ever-multiplied study session for most of all, especially when we don't want to repeat another year.
This next 9 days will be a really trying one for me. For all those that have stopped their CCA activities and trainings already, mine like just multiplied. Tomorrow morning is the last training before FEs, honestly that should have been weeks ago, and then right after training will be a short lunch before another Div'3 match.. this time at Sengkang, not Delta. Then Sunday afternoon is another match at Delta. If we can get just one point from these two games, I'd be very happy. I'm still gunning for my first clean-sheet! I have at least four tries left. =) Then the weekdays would be filled with study, study and more study (all the more tonight's importance). Tuesday would be PW day, field trip to National Stadium and then PW meeting to consolidate our research resources for our VERY LACKING Written Report. =( Then Saturday sees another match in the late afternoon, as does Sunday, before it's a week to FEs. WTH Schedule! Ahh...
Hmm sorry if I feel emo again. But seeing those photos from months ago just makes me think of how foolish I was; just one note I always reminding myself to torture myself time and time again: if I hadn't done anything, I would definitely not have ruined something almost quite special, to me. Now, it's just a speck of dust in the back pages of more importantly my history books. But yet I don't regret it, as I was more experienced because of it, and I very much conduct myself much better.
Bye~!
my thoughts at 8:21 pm