Thursday, September 17, 2009
I wanted to type a huge post blasting some people. But I'll reserve those anger-filled emotions and thoughts for another day should another of this 'bust-up' come about again. It just keeps getting better, then worse, then better. I don't know man. But if ever it gets better, I'll continue trying. If it gets worse, I'll stop. Very simple. =)
Studying looks promising. Managed to cover what I want to cover for the days.
Hmm. It's been a long time since I've told myself to never open my heart again. And it's been that way till now. Well mainly cos I wanna focus on my Promos, and get promoted. But yeah, I don't wanna keep trying to give myself but yet keep getting disappointed, whether it's because of my own decision or due to uncontrollable circumstances. So yah. I'm just really happy for myself for what I've managed to do and how I've managed to control myself. Maybe, after Promos I'll have a "change in policy"? (Why do I sound so history-like?) Or if favourable circumstances are presented in my face, who knows? Well, I guess focusing on Promos is the main thing now. Haha nothing else must distract me! :D
Bye~!
my thoughts at 10:12 pm