Tuesday, August 04, 2009
It's true I still care deep down, even if my actions doesn't show it, or I'm just all with the 'care-less' look. It's true, I feel nothing no more, no more envy. I would still probably care, but to only a certain extent. I know I can control myself that I won't cross that real thin line. Still, I probably wouldn't care much if there isn't a need, and what's the point if I'm not of any concern, or this care isn't mutual?
I help in every way, but not looking for anything big in return, just you can't really see it.
It doesn't matter anymore, anyway. I have lost to the extent that I have nothing to lose, anymore.
I wanna go back to Cath High on Friday! But I wanna watch a movie first too! And there's MSA2 next week. :(
Bye~
my thoughts at 7:13 pm