Tuesday, August 11, 2009
Haiy. Today sucked. Had physics and math and all that. Was damn funny during physics. Me and Haiqel were playing I haven't played in almost 5 years. It's like some paper soccer game where you use your pen to "pass" and "shoot" towards the other goal, and you have like 11 stationary players to pass to. Anyone can remember that? Haha at least it kept me awake. Math was the usual "can I have a proper greeting?" and "if you don't want to learn can you just shut up?" and *stop and stare* from our most favourite teacher. LOL. Chinese MSA2 was afterwards. It was quite boring but I managed to do it without much of a fuss. Not expecting much though, especially when I came late but still managed to finish early, and still slept for a minute or so during the paper. How to get B? Haha... Then after 1230, we had PW meeting to "finalise and rehearse" our OP for tomorrow's mock OP. So after that around 130, we had another 3 hours to physics MSA2 which was at 430. Wtf right? Great academic planner planning they had. Argh. I'm so screwed for physics. E would be nice. Tomorrow's mock OP. I heard our PW teacher walked out of one of his classes' during their mock OP. Hope my group don't get that similar treatment.
Watched MJ's live in Bucharest, I think it was in 1996 on Sunday night. He was hell goood I tell you. Great performing skills, much hailed stamina and super duper nice dance moves. Sigh, it will be quite some time if there will be another MJ-type of performer.
Haiy. If I had a chance to turn back the clock. If I could relive the recent past and change some things I had done. If I could change myself in any way. Hmm. I would never do any of this. 'Cos only did I had all these that I have learnt more and I am 'smarter'.
sometimes I get emotional.sometimes I do some stupid things.sometimes I say what I should just keep inside.sometimes I'm sad about everything.sometimes I'm mad and break some things.
Anyway. I have no qualms about being totally myself. Showing my anger, my frustration, my displeasure, whenever things do not go the way I like, or I am just unhappy with something. I don't care about what others think, especially if you don't care about me. I only would care 'bout others who care bout me. I rather not give a damn to those who are just nuts sensitive. I am certainly not worried about expressing myself in the language I like anymore. Don't like it? Just cover your ears.
It seems virtual reality is the only medium left. Reality has become almost like a vacuum unfortunately. Not that it's my fault ;)
Bye~!
my thoughts at 8:19 pm