Sunday, July 19, 2009
I've no motivation to do any work... Is it the lack of progress for PW? I mean, I only did Physics today, and I still wanted to do my History tutorial, but then... I went to watch a movie on TV, so now I'm stuck here not wanting to do anything! Argh... Somehow I've lost the motivation, maybe I need to know how little time I have left till promos.
Maybe its the lack of progress I'm making in hockey? Maybe it's the lack of weekly EPL football? Or maybe it's the lack of
the one. I have to find back my motivation. I don't want it to be the fear of the tutors, I don't want it to be the fear of the results. I want it to be the fear of wanting to prove myself, and to no one else. I want to finish this in the 'allocated' 2 years, even though I'm enjoying it and wished JC lasted forever. I want a gold to complement my bronze. Hmm, one thing I'm unsure of though, whether or not I want to share all this with someone.
Haha. Everything's in front of me. I want it all, I just can't seem to get my hand to reach out to grab it.
Tuesday's Service Learning. Don't know what to expect. Don't wanna know.
Another week has dawned upon us. Time does seem to fly when you're having fun.
[ I still have history tutorial to do :( ]Bye~!
my thoughts at 9:41 pm