Thursday, April 16, 2009
Do I really always screw up when things seem to be going right? And why do I always make it worse when I'm trying to make things right? There's just so many things buggin' me. And yes, Hockey is the least of my concerns right now. There's school, friends and
some other stuffs problems. I'm struggling at the current Maths topic, Econs is still a blur, only Physics is promising, so far.
PW is just shit-
eh in my opinion.
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There's always this saying, the times you are in need, your true friends just reveal themselves automatically. I've realised that before, and I'm realising that now again. I'm sick of putting up some facade when I'm down and almost out. That just sucks, okay.
Be with me only for who I am, not what I am. Certainly, I'm not the funniest, not the most joker, not the person that can make a buncha people laugh, but I do know, for sure,
I'm one hell of a deep person. Secrets, I keep, problems, I try my best to help solve. Fun, we'll enjoy together. Loyalty is a big part of me, if you ain't loyal to me after all I've done,
you're going down under my watch. Big Time. Don't worry, I'm not some crazy, mad backstabber. I've known how hot temper I can be in Sec 1 and 2, and from then on I'm a much more
cool, composed, and calm person, even at times of near-desperation. People that know me well, or who takes the effort to know me, know that all too well. You just need time with me, and you'll slowly see.
I am definitely a very good friend if you want me to be it, but I can be super nasty if it's needed, which I don't feel good at all if I really
fan lian.
So don't try me, honest. I've been and always is here for my friends, and
is it so hard to expect my friends to be there when I'm in need? As mentioned,
I value loyalty a lot. You don't just ignore me without reason, you don't just leave me
without giving a good nickel about it. No offence, to anyone, really.
One last thing...
Everything I do, I do with reason.
Make sure y'all know that, bye.
my thoughts at 10:14 pm