As with the previous post. I feel really stupid to have done so much, for you all, all these while. And still, I suffer from your double standards. Is it that I am being judged because...
I'm not as fit as everyone else? I can't pass 2.4? I can't do a single pull-up for so long? I have maintained perfect eyesight, most of you don't have? I don't look as good as everyone else, like how some of you mention it? I am not a leader in anything? Not an Exco in my CCA, nor a Student Leader? I'm just some crazy ass that loves to play football?
Is it that I am not getting the same RESPECT because I'm being judged ON THE OUTSIDE? OR WHAT? YOU ________ TELL ME...
Why do some of you treat others better 24/7 / 100% of the time? While you give me your shit attitude and shit faces? Why? Why not judge me on my character? On my actions? On what I have done?
I have certainly be of great help, haven't I? And I'm like some tool you use, and once you don't need it, you just throw me down some rubbish shoot? Hmm... I've certainly been of great help, ain't I? Helping with work you all have problems with. Or helpin you do this, do that, DO EVERYTHING YOU URGENTLY NEED. And, you just throw multiple lumps of shit at me.
So as I have been shining the light on all of your friends when it all amounts to nothing in the end. And all you do is to push me around.
Well I just believe, it's the heart that really matters in the end.
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Are you stuck inside a world you hate? Are you sick of everyone around? With their big fake smiles and stupid lies While deep inside you're bleeding