Friday, August 01, 2008
I'm so fickle minded. At times, I feel guilty about what I said to you, but at times, I feel it's alright. Those times I felt guilty, it was cos you made me feel okay, that everything's alright, but that when I felt what I said was justified, it was when what I saw in front of me at that current time, it showed me why I had done so. For some reason, I do not have any hard feelings when you do spend time with me. So I've never been able to say what I needed to say.
At times, I feel that, if you do not need me anymore, or just don't want me anymore, just tell me, I'll accept it. It's just this lingering thought, and it irks me, a lot. Call me jealous if you want, I don't deny it, I admit I'm a lil' envious. But I have my reasons. I've confided in you for the past two plus years, and now, with this, I've had so little time to talk to you, or just spend some quiet time, because of some hover hovering around. I also know that, you're pretty much afraid to say anything, so I can't blame you for that. But really, you tell me. I just feel we have distanced? Quite a bit. And I do not think it's really nice at all... Just Say (What You Need to Say).On matters relating to football,
Wesley Sneijder is the new captain of Holland's national team.
bye.
my thoughts at 9:31 pm