Tuesday, July 20, 2010
to hate the popular would mean being unpopularUgh, I guess I don't really have a choice, do I? I've dug myself into this hole ever since last year, and in my ever-increasing attempts to get out of this hole, I've progressed one step but regressed an unfortunate two. Now I really just have to get hooked off, as I see who y'all exactly are.
my thoughts at 10:06 pm
Monday, July 19, 2010
Is it wrong to be jealous?
I've always believed in the character of the person should always be the number one priority. But somehow, that belief that I once held so dear is slowly starting to slip away.
Should lies and pretense be part of a relationship/friendship?
Who ever said friendship was all-important...
Today I saw this quote on a wall of one of the classrooms. It read:
You miss the shot when you DON'T take it. At first I was quite apprehensive. But slowly I realised, this
is true. I always blame external factors for my mistakes. Yet, I came to realise, yah.. maybe it's 'cos I don't take my chances when I get it. It can be better summed up with this phrase:
"if you don't buy a ticket, you won't win the raffle..."Yup. So, so true.
my thoughts at 8:06 pm
Sunday, July 18, 2010
Being distracted is good, no? I like to be distracted. Sometimes it's the only way I can keep going. I don't like it that I keep worrying about everything, that I keep pushing myself, reluctantly. Sometimes I wish I can just do things I want to do, without having to think of the taunts of "3 months 26 days, 25 days left..." or the thought of having to deal with the Prelims.
I keep telling myself, just let life flow. But as of most things, saying is easier than doing. Preaching is easier than applying. Well. I really just want to let things flow as it is. If time is to fly and I'll be out of JC soon, I just want to feel like.. so be it. True, I wish I could be stuck in time. I wish I could be back during A'Div, or during December holidays, or during June mugging session, or back during Orientation 2009. But it's obviously impossible. Sigh.
"and try to take the path less traveled by...
that first step you take.. is the longest stride"
my thoughts at 8:38 pm